Helen, we wished we lived closer to each other, unfortunately due to work etc. it just wasn't possible - your life was in Wisbech and mine was up North. But I looked forward to the day I could retire and be free to spend more time with you. We were going to visit Downton Abbey, go on on a holiday to Malta, take a cruise down the Rhine. - we had so many plans. And now that I am finally retired, you're not here to do any of those things with me.